A LETTER FOR MY EX LOVER (PART 2)

How are you? Are you doing fine? We haven't talked for a long time. I don't have any idea how

are you. If you will ask me, well, this is what I am right now. I am still on my own. But not because I'm still into you. Just because I am not with someone else, that does not mean I am still into you. Just because I share sad stories, or write you letters like this, that does not mean I'm still cling with you. With what we have shared, I have learned a lot. I admit, I'm having hard time letting people in. But that doesn't mean I don't want to. It's just that, I am in the stage of learning how to love myself first. I am learning how to set my priorities and goals. I am still on the process of working myself with being who I am again when I was on my own. But I will not going to lie. I still somehow think, why did things turned out like that. Is it really that easy to let things fall? But it's just a mere thought now. It's not making my heart ache anymore. And with all sincerity, I am hoping you the best. If you are happy, then I am too. Because I am grateful I met you. You taught me not to depend on others for my happiness. You taught me that at the end of the day, all I have is myself. You taught me things that I think I have already learned, but you reminded me all of them. Your absence made me spiritual. Thank you. But if someday, you saw me and I am still on myself, don't think that I am still into you. It's just that I am still learning to love myself enough to not let any man treat me any less than I deserve. I am saving my heart for someone that is really worth dying for.